Where is it?

I yearn for something, I know what it is
but I don't know where to look.
I want this more than ever, I try so hard to find it
but I come up empty.
I cry because I can't have it.
I scream because I want it.
I look for that day when I have found it,
when that day comes I won't let it get away from me.
I will place it some where safe, where it won't get lost.
I can't wait for it.